Saturday, August 20, 2005
oh gawd.... its the
PRELIMS WEEK. :( this is so sickening. anw.. must study hard hard and smart smart. im like shicering at the thought of prelims.. the word "doom" is written on every inch of everything. still, im mapling away, habboing away, etc.. wow.
anw, mrs. tia doesnt pick on me anymore. not tht she DID. but it felt like tht last time. since well, my SA marks quite gd. hahah. i nvr boast okay. x) she nicer now.. and tht time in english tuition, we did a compre abt singapore's education killing curiosity...well, i thynk she doesnt. she totally blabs on and on abt documentaries, and tells us a lot of out of syllybus stuff. how do u spell tht? silli thing. haix.. nvm. my english is bad. lol. and she uhm... still, all lessons are boring. except physical education, music, art and craft, cme (some moral education thing) . hmm.. we realli barely had ANY art lessons since the beginning of the year!! like we only had 3-4??! tht is CRAZY.
i spoiled my whole english oral wif some stupid fabricated lie for conversation. REALLI DID SPOIL THE WHOLE THING. SPOILT. SPOILT. NO. IN FACT, THE WHOLE THING WAS ALR DUMP. GARBAGE. BUT I MADE IT SO MUCH WORSE WIF THE LIE!! and when i returned home, i thought of sumthing SOOO much better. SOO much nicer, SOO much more true, simply because it was a real life experience. man, did i die . did i feel like running out of the classrm to commit suicide. MAN.. DID I WANT TO TAKE IT ALL OVER AGN! i totally !@#$%* like hell. horrible. :(( :'( WAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!. my english oral was supposed to b better!! better than what? CHINESE LARH. and my english oral was supposed to b get full marks! well, no kdding okay!! at least 29/30? and now i doubt it. i was so totally heading for full marks. :( and now i couldnt . sure sure. sure.. now what if i dun get gd marks for other components? im dead meat. raww. RAW MEAT. sick. sick!! :(((( HEART CRASHED. :((
so, tht means ill hafta study even harder and smarter. how do i do tht? simple. slp 1 hr every day and rmb to take chicked essense. oh, before tht, ill hafta BUY chicken essence. x) then, il draw a plan of what to study everyday and follow closely. very closely. then, ill pretend to b forgetful and dont plan breakfast, lunch nor dinner. ya rite. try this. i bet ill end up with
11-11:30am: breakfast
11:30-12:30pm: play
12:30-1pm: lunch
1-3pm: play more
3-4pm: exercise
4-6pm: do anything. afterall ur life is up to u.
6-7pm: bathe and read
7-8pm: dinner
8-9pm: read
9-12pm: play hard
12-11am: sweet dreams
thts the perfect life man.
conclusion, i should whack my head, move my vision from the computer to the revision papers, and revise.
gd luck with UR studies :)
ice-skating (: ``
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